Sassy's Tripawd Journey

Just not quite the same without the Sugar Bear here. Just another first of many.    It was fun though with the kids, puppies & Bosch so I thought I would share a few pictures.

Snickers is Minnie Mouse & Jasmine is Snow White just like my niece Grace.  Gabe was Batman. Bosch was an Alien LOL.

bosch

Jasmine laying in the tunnel

Today I was outside with Snickers & her sister Jasmine (new puppies for those who didn’t know).   The Fed-Ex delivery person stops in front of the house.  I was thinking I am not expecting anything its a wrong house or something.  He said I have a delivery for Michelle.  So I take it.  Went inside with the puppies and opened it.  It was a very special gift.  It was a star that was named after Sassy & registered at the International Star registery.  The name of the Star is Sassy’s Shining Light  Canis Major Ra 6h 14.91s d-32 41′ 3.02″ (those are the coordinates for those interested)

The circled red star is the star named after Sassy.

Also though I would include a couple pictures of Snickers today I took these the other day while I was working

Thanks again special secret admirer of Sassy for the gift of the Star.

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Michelle & Angel Sassy

It is very hard to believe that it has been 2 long months since Sassy crossed the bridge on August 20th.  I have been trying to move on and have opened my heart to little Snickers but don’t get me wrong I still totally miss my Sugar Bear.  The hurt has lessened a little and makes it a little easier to love Snickers.  It still would be nice to have Sassy here and enjoying Snickers and her sister Jasmine.  The weird thing, Snickers birthday is August 19th, 2013 a day before Sassy left us.

Bosch is doing better and actually eating more than he has in the past 2 months now that Snickers & Jasmine are here.

Snickers

Jasmine

Jasmine (pink)   Bosch  & Snickers (black coat)

Snickers

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Michelle & Angel Sassy Sugar Bear

I can’t believe today would have been Sassy’s 11 month ampuversary.  Wish she was still here to celebrate with us.  But she had other plans.  I miss her but know she is happy & whole and watching over us down here.   No one will ever replace you Sassy.  I just needed someone to help mend my heart.

So Sassy has a couple of new babies to look over now down here.  Yesterday my brother, my mom, the 2 kids & me went to see some puppies thought we would maybe come home with one but came home with 2.  One that will be mine and one the kids.  And of course Bosch is also mine since he has been around me a lot more 🙂

This is my new baby.  She doesn’t have a name yet.

my brothers & the kid’s puppy

Hard to believe it was one year ago today that we went to the vet and had x-rays that said possible Osteoscaroma for Sassy.  So not liking that I wanted a second opinion.  Two days later we went for our second opinion and still not sure.  So we decided from there a biopsy was in order and this was our start of our journey.  I know Sassy isn’t here now but it still is informational for people to know.

Have had a few sad days lately and missing her a lot.  So I thought today I would share some pictures of her & Bosch in 2009 playing in the snow

Well, I don’t know how much of a dream it was but last night we had a huge thunderstorm and I kind of woke up and turned over went back to sleep.  That is when I saw her.  She was smiling and just laying there in the rain.  I was like why are you laying there in the rain silly girl.  She just smiled then it ended.  It was an awesome feeling.  I really miss that smiling face of hers.

Dear Sassy,

Thanks for visiting me.  I love you so much.  I really miss you.  Please find Jerry today and tell him happy angelversary from me to him and tell him thank you for all he has done in guiding us on your journey.  With out him we may not have made it as far as we did.  I love you so much baby girl.  Thank you for giving me the time that we had together.  I know you are watching down on Bosch & I but we sure wish you were still with us.  I have to sing with him now because otherwise he runs and looks for you.  I am hoping when we find someone to come into our home that you will guide her into singing with your brother.  I know he misses it.  Love you baby girl.

love & hugs

mom

I finally brought myself today to take some pictures of Sassy’s urn & the memorial tag I had asked Rene to make for us.  Its beautiful together.  I am so honored that Rene made us the tag.  It looks beautiful together.  Each day gets a little better with the crying.  I still miss her tremendously and know I will and she will always leave a big whole in my heart but sometime soon we will begin looking for another one to join our pack so Bosch has a playmate.   We know that whoever it is will never take Sassy’s place  ( as she not replaceable) but build another spot in my heart for them.   See I said I was doing good then I start writing this blog and I start crying LOL.

Not sure what happened with this one.  I know I didn’t move the camera but if you look close it almost looks like angel wings moved.  I maybe imaging that though.

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Michelle

Well I know I don’t have much to post about Sassy anymore but Bosch (her quadpaw brother) is still here and shining.  We had an exciting week.  Bosch decided this week to start having a little blood dripping from somewhere.  Not knowing where I checked his fistualas  those were still in remission so took a paper towel & wiped his pee pee.  Guess what yep blood.  So we went to the vet Thurs.  This is after starting antibiotics last Saturday for an infection in his foot that he has been trying to get rid of for the past couple of months.  I saw the blood after he threw up.  He didn’t want to eat before taking his antibiotics.   So came home with the diagnosis of prostatitis (problems with the prostrate), a different antibiotic & plan for 8 weeks on antibiotics.  So I guess we will see what is going to happen from here.

I got a memorial tag made for Sassy’s urn and have it put on there.  I just haven’t had time to take pictures but will.  Each day gets a little better.  I know it takes time.  I of course miss her like crazy and am a little lost.  With time though I know I will not be lost.

Bosch & Sassy playing before her amputation

I can’t believe my little girl has been gone for a month now.  It doesn’t seem possible seems like yesterday.  Each day gets better but there are still bad days that I have.  Its like I don’t know what to do with myself.  I know that Bosch needs a friend but I am just not ready to go that route yet.  We both are healing.  I just don’t want Sassy to be forgotten either.  I feel like I don’t have any updates to give anymore, I try to give advice and sometimes I just read through the forums and think to myself well I should say this but I just don’t.  I don’t know why.  I know I have a lot to give and a lot to share just I don’t know how to phrase it.  I never had that problem before.

Miss you tons Sugars.  Think of you everyday.  I hope you are having fun running & playing.  I love you my baby girl

Mom

This is the moon the night that Sassy passed away.

  This is the necklace that Shari gave me.