Three years ago today I knew it would be a difficult day. Not because I knew it would be Sassy’s last day but because Karma our good friend had made that final day arrangements for her Baby Brendol. If you haven’t read about Brendol please do here. http://brendol.tripawds.com/ She was a very loving sweet girl. Karma, me and a bunch of others got to know each other and became good friends in the chat. I just knew it would be a tough day since we (our family here) was losing a great girl.
I never dreamed that Brendol and Sassy would meet. As fate would have it Sassy went to the vet that day as we were having a check up. I didn’t plan a final day because we didn’t know it would be. But she was loved none the less. Sassy and Brendol both crossed the Rainbow Bridge on August 20, 2013.
In our grief Karma & I have become great friends and we both know our girls met at the Bridge and keeping watch over us and our furbabies.
Three Years ago you left your physical body to become an Angel. My life was crushed. I felt like life would never go on. That I was just a shell of a person with out you here with me. That life would never go on. I cried every night. Sometimes all day & night. I didn’t want to work but I forced myself. I sat in the chat room on Tripawds just watching and crying. You weren’t there anymore to talk about. It felt so lonely. I missed you so much that I didn’t want to go on some days but I knew I had to because of Bosch. He needed me too.
As I sit here writing this I am crying. Three years have gone by. I miss your velvet ears even to this day. I still miss you but I still celebrate you by coming here. I don’t cry as often once in awhile. The hurt isn’t a horrible unbearable pain anymore. It has subsided. I still miss you though. Yes, three years has flown by and yet some days it seems like a life time ago and some days just as it was yesterday.
I know you picked Snickers out and Jasmine too. They were meant to help heal my heart which it has but you still are there and always will be. These days are what is hard. Who knew that 3 years would feel like a life time. I miss your cuddly face and all the fun stuff we did. Guide Snickers and I in our journey at a Therapy team (something I wish you & I would have gotten to do because you would have been great at it.)
Make sure to watch over all of our friends up there too and I love you my sweet girl.
Love you Sassy & Brendol